
I'm usually very a very organized person. I plan out almost everything, and usually have a rough itinerary before I head out on a road trip. But for some reason, I didn't do that when I went up to the Connecticut Lakes Region. And, I liked traveling this way. It made me feel more like an adventurer, discovering the headwaters of the CT for the first time.
Up until a week ago, all that I knew about the area is that I would find the source of the CT River at the Fourth Connecticut Lake. I hadn't looked closely at a map, but I knew that I had to drive very far north in order to get there. I had spent the past several weeks telling my friends, "I'm going to northern Vermont to see the beginning of the CT River." It wasn't until I studied my road atlas just before I pulled out of my driveway that I realized the CT Lakes are actually in northern New Hampshire!
I drove straight up the 91 for a few hours until it dumped me off in
St. Johnsbury, Vermont, a historic town around the Passumpsic River, part of the CT River watershed. St. Johnsbury is considered the gateway to the Northeast Kingdom, and it is the first place along my route where the scenery looked notably different. From St. Johnsbury I drove out the winding Rte 2 that follows the Passumpsic River (or at least I think that's which river it is), eventually crossing over into New Hampshire. Shortly after crossing the New Hampshire border, I entered into
The Great North Woods, and from that point in the drive I really began to feel like I was in a wilderness area.
As soon as I entered The Great North Woods, it began pouring rain. I went through
Lancaster and
Colebrook, NH, both
CT River Waypoint Communities, but I could barely see them because of the rain. Finding my ca

mpground was also a bit challenging since I could barely read any road signs in the rain and mist. My initial plan had been to stay in
Deer Mountain Campground since it's right in the middle of the CT Lakes, but an employee at a rest area had told me that campground is closed. I didn't know if I should believe him, but since
Lake Francis campground came up first, and I was tired of driving, I stopped there. I later discovered that Deer Mountain really was open, but Lake Francis was also a beautiful place to camp. I ended up with a lakeview tent platform (although you can't really see the lake in that photo--it's right through those evergreen trees), and I could hear a
loon calling each morning and evening.
From the campground, it was about a half hour drive to the parking lot for the 4th Connecticut Lake trail. The drive up there was amazing; for the entire half hour I didn't see any houses, people, or cars on the road. I felt like I was truly in the wilderness. It may not have really been wilderness, but I definitely wasn't sure where I was. I was looking everywhere for a sign for the 4th CT Lake, and before I knew it I had driven right over the US border into Canada. Ooops! I stopped at the border station and said to the customs officer, "Uhm, I'm not sure how I ended up here, but I really don't want to go to Canada. I'm just trying to find the 4th CT Lake." That customs officer sent me back across the border to the US customs officer to whom I said, "I'm not really coming back from Canada, I'm just trying to find the 4th CT Lake." He told me where to park and showed me where the trail started. (The parking lot was in a pretty obvious place, and I'm sure the both customs agents were laughing at me since I was the only car up there and was driving in circles across an international border.)

The headwaters of the Connecticut River, the 4th Connecticut Lake and 78 acres of land around it, are managed by
The Nature Conservancy. The trail to the lake starts at the top of a hill behind the US Customs station. Although it's a short trail (1.7 miles r

ound trip), it starts off with a rather steep climb and with some amazing views of the surrounding mountains and valleys.
At the top of the hill, you dip down a little again into a small valley. The 4th Connecticut Lake is in an ecosystem that is somewhat unusual for New Hampshire. It is a
tarn, a lake that was formed by a glacier thousands of years ago.

The Connecticut River itself is tiny at its source. There were actually two spots where water flowed out of the lake. In one spot it was just a trickle, no wider than my hand. In the other spot, it was slightly wider--about wide enough to step across on four stepping stones. Apparently these two outlets take turns being the source of the Connecticut River. The beavers in the area dam up different sections, and that is what determines where the river actually flows.
Nathaniel Trip describes the source wonderfully in his book,
Confluence: A River, The Environment, Politics, and The Fate of All Humanity. He says, "This river begins as all rivers do, with a drop of rain, a wisp of fog. It gathers on stone, amid fern, and weeps from the branches of wind-shaped spruce. The movement downhill is silent at first here where the bare bones of the earth meet the sky. The dripping and seeping seems of little consequence amid the tumble of postglacial boulders, the dark silence of high-altitude forest, the lichen, and the reindeer moss."

The whole area is so isolated and peaceful, I felt like I was the only person who had been up there in years. While walking around the lake, I breathed in the scent of all the balsam fir trees, I stopped to listen to the frogs croaking, and I watched what I thought was a
pitcher plant to see it eat an insect. I wished I had brought my lunch, because I wanted to stay there for hours. But, instead, I headed back down the mountain and down the river...an explorer coming home from the wilderness.